to know you

to know you to know you

i know you i know you think about me i know you think about what you think you thought you said i know you can only think about it synapses fire through your head

i know the connections unpruned, electrical impulses thoughtless yet meticulous you've got to stop, you're repulsive

i know you're wired into yourself feedback loop for all i hear you whispering:

you're trying too hard you've got to stop being so loud they see you as a man you're too quiet they're not interested that was weird you're a creep there's nothing you can do

self-analyze maybe it'll solve your lack of parity not too caught up in reviewing for the test

to know you to know you to know me

you relentlessly ruminate