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why can't I
look at you and see it too
i know that you must be beautiful
but i see myself
i see myself and i see it wrong
at the root every minute thing about you points deeply to
my insecurity

i look at you i see it too
i think that everyone might see me too
i know that i should look away
but i can't help but feel that something might not go my way
if i were to appreciate you
could i be instantaneously without; carefree